Nothing much happened today, except that for some reasons I having some sort of headache (the physical kind).

Anyway, I’m starting to face some of the realities with dealing with people, especially the boss >.>. In general Alfred is a good person, but sometimes he does somewhat irks me… well, guess nobody’s perfect :p. Not to mention I do need to have my communication skills polished up a bit. But my colleagues are great, as much as we don’t talk much, they have been pretty friendly to me.

And second thing is that… it’s the eGenting programming competition again! I just came down from there, and boy the questions are getting tougher! I fare pretty badly this year (again), but at least this time round I can make sense of what the …

AAAAAHHHHHH~~~~ There’s just too much Super Eurobeat albums that I wanted to buy on eBay!!!!

Somebody got to stop me from drool at those ;____; (I’m already broke, FYI).

(AHH!!! I want that Heaven -Eurobeat Meets Healing Style- album @#^@!~)

Just to clarify a thing or two before I start this entry (because I believe without this information, it would be really hard for anyone to comprehend this entry is going to be about): Currently I’m in a relationship (OK, for those who has their jaw dropped, just keep it that way for now), and now I’m currently with Erika.

… (OK, for those who have their jaws dropped, you can keep them up now before I continue with my entry).

Anyway, I have kept this out from my LJ due to the fact that there might be some bashers still around reading my stuff. And for some reasons (karma or whatever crap), I’m pretty much always involved in short-lived relationships. But I believe that this is the right time to put it …

OK, I’m off from work today. 😸 Currently I’m back at school, typing this.

Currently I’m working at Cybol, one small software house situated in Shah Alam. The company itself is pretty far away from my aunt’s house: 15 minutes on bus, and 30 minutes on foot (total them up would be 45 minutes). But the good thing is that Alfred (my boss) is offering free accomodation over his apartment, which is only a 5 minutes walk to my working place.

So currently I’m staying with Sridha, a programmer from India, who is also my colleague now. He’s pretty much the quiet type, first impression wise. Overall my working experience is pretty much pleasant, the people has treated me quite good.

However, being my first job, of course I wasn …

Good news: Got Internet access, bad news: Boss at my back.

So don’t expect daily updates, but I’ll post up any news once I get to my actual home.

See you guys then :).

After a few days of deep posts, guess it’s time to revert back to its normal stuff that you’ll see on my LJ :).

Anyway… Things are getting EXTREMELY busy lately, considering that I’ll be having my Numerical Analysis and Mathematics for Computer Graphics class (for those who remembered, yup, I’m retaking the only subject with a D attached to it), Japanese class, final year project and… a job! And not to mention that the job starts tomorrow and I have to work from 9-6 for three days weekly. So that also means that less time for me to fool around. And that also means that my online presence would be even thinner (Sorry Ahmed ;_;).

I’ll still be in contact with you guys, through the old-fashioned way: e-mail! 😊 For those …

I’m just happy, that’s all that matters. 😊

If an explanation is needed: I’m starting to piece up more puzzles of my thoughts. There’s a lot of remaining pieces, but I don’t mind taking my time to piece them together.

Yesterday, one of my best friends, Kang Jun just drop by for a visit. The weather for that evening isn’t too uplifting, with drizzling rains showering over the earth while we are walking back to my house.

And it kept raining… seemingly to signify some sort of unknown sorrows.

Back home, we talked a lot: friends back in our hometowns, life in general, all the boring things that we learned at school… As much as the conversation goes, I just seem to feel a bit odd. It seems something is… just being in me, yet I can’t seem to comprehend. And yet, this feeling has been with me for quite some time, being there for so long that I’m getting used to it: an acceptance of an unknown thought for the sake …

In the moment of silence, I’m starting to notice that there’s a lot of things to do, a lot of responsibility to pick up, an adventure to the unknown is starting to be embarked…

It might not cause much significance to the lifes of others of my own, but I believe through this trail will open the doors to what I seek.

This… is the beginning.

Hmm… just the typical rainy day. Nothing much happened honestly except my sluggishness.

Been reading a bit of Tarot in the Spirit of Zen, it’s been quite a while since I last read any self-help books (like… months ago?). And thus far it’s really interesting, as well as giving some time for my brain cells to jog a bit, to reflect on my own past, present and state of mind. Somewhat it’s a really wonderful experience when you just notice how much clearer you can think when you start to let go of your ego.

There’s some things in the book which seems a bit radical for me, but just to pull a quote from the book itself

“Keep what I am saying to you. Make a jeweled box for it …