Here’s some snippets of a comment that I have posted, just for my own reference.

…有时真的是分不出什么是“assertive”，什么是“aggresive”？ ^-^||
…Sometimes I really can’t tell the difference between “assertive” and “aggressive”?

…最要紧是你确定你自己的立场…
…The most important thing is that you know and assert your standpoint…

It’s until the same words fall unto you that you’ll notice how some of your own words can be so cruel to listen to.

- A lesson to be learnt -

自己想要的东西真的好遥远…
 看到如此情景难免痛哭起来…

让温暖的眼泪释放出去
原来堆积在心中的眼泪
 是那么的多啊！

自己真的是累了吗？
 不如歇一歇再做打算

眼前的路似乎好不平坦
看起来自己不好好努力
 就会彻底地失去哦！

就再来多一个
Startin’ over
 从新认识过一切一切

自己想要的东西真的好遥远…
但至少看得到…
 它真正在眼前存在着

The things that I really wanted is really so far away…
Seeing this scenery, it’s really hard not to cry….

Let the tears of warmth be released
Only to realize, the tears being pent up inside
Is really a lot!

Is it that I’m really tired?
Why not just give myself a rest then decide

The road ahead seemed so uneven
Looks like if I don’t strive even harder
I’ll lose everything!

Just go on one more time
Startin’ over
Trying to understand everything from the very beginning

The things that I really wanted is really so far away…
But at least I’m able to see…
That it really exists in front of me

Thinking about it, understanding can also be one of man’s greatest desires: In which, in this ever-changing world, complete understanding is an addiction that cannot be fulfilled.

Belief is only a hypothesis, experience is only a process and perception is only a conclusion.

If our so-called “reality” is only a perceived reality and not reality by itself, then what really constitute the real truth?

Trying to be oneself is hard enough, so don’t try to be someone else.

或许，是不了解爱吧！

所以，才不敢去爱那些真正懂得爱的人。因为他们是不可能被占有，反而自己会被他们的存在所占据。

至少自己那么认为。

Maybe, it’s because of not understanding anything about love!

Therefore, people didn’t dare to love those who really understands love. Because they are impossible to possess them, and on the contrary one will be conquered by their mere presence.

At least that’s what I think.

There isn’t much room for coincidence, sometimes some small changes in me does reflect part of myself in one way or the other: which includes my own desires.

[Explanation::]

Recently many (myself included) did notice that I started to make some very indirect off-color jokes, sometimes the frequency toes the line. I have to admit that that’s something that I’m dealing with (internally) at the moment ^-^||.

Still finding room for expression, I suppose?

Disquiet In Silence

又是和以前一样 | Still like the same in the past
两个人在车子中 | Two people in the same car
默默在思绪徘徊 | Silently strolling back and forth in thought

笼罩着车的静寂 | The silence surrounding the car
对比着车外喧哗 | Contrasts the hustle outside it
是默契还是疏离 | Is it a silent togetherness or a unspoken separation

右边的往前注视 | The one on the right staring the front
左边的东张西望 | The one on the left looking all around
看着那不同风景 | Seeing completely different views

手似乎有了习惯 | The hand, as if developed a habit
在车座试图越界 | Attempting to cross the line on the seat
打量着两人距离 | Kept on guessing the distance between the two

脸上的若无其事 | That indifference on the face
总是隐藏不了那 | Always incapable to hide that
手心的糊涂急迫 | Stupid impatience of the hand

眼眸又不时注视 | The eyes still surveys from time to time
蠢蠢欲动的冲动 | That blundering longing
是手心还是心呢 | Is on the hands or the …

Is it because of my own thoughts about collective psychology that I’m no incapable to ask about things that are personal and intimate in nature?

- Fear of being alive -