Probably the thing is… I don’t really understood anything about “courage” and “persistence”. Therefore I’m where I am now.

At this moment of time… anything’s possible, that’s what I have constantly reminded myself. Hope and pain were intertwined in on entity: the thing that we call “the perception of time”. No matter how things may be, anything could happen at this point of time, nothing’s more certain than a harsh awakening.

Now I can only close my eyes… to wait… and hope…

May everyone had a good night.

If you had everything you wanted in life, is it a life worth living for or a life worth dying for?

自己到底需要多少的肯定才敢干脆的下手行动？好像好多时候因为追求“完美”而失去了它。

最害怕的并非其他，最怕就是自己放弃了自己。

How much affirmation do I need in order for me to take the chance and act? Seems like a lot of times because of pursuing “perfection”, I have ended up losing it.

The thing that I’m most afraid of is not of everything else, but that I have given up on myself.

It is indeed fact that I’m still having avoidance issues, and that I’m still compromising a lot also.

Therefore… I still have a long journey ahead.

Someday… I just have to say goodbye to all the words that have been guiding me through…

- spreading your wings and fly -

It’s far less of a coincidence that I am who I am now, as I suddenly remembered: as glimpse and feelings of the past came back to me.

What I had always sought… is my own individuality.

I’m poor, as I’m not living in the present.

It’s not that I have given up, or that I have lost my fighting spirit partially or completely. Just a transformation of energy that is capable to manifest itself in different forms.

Slowly, I’m opening that door: A door that acts as a mask from the outset. It’s hard to say anything but to live the moment, learning from every joy and pain coming in the door.