虽然真正需要的是“长久”的幸福，但是会渴望想象的却是那霎那的心跳。

为什么会这样想呢？或许有些东西就是那么难捉摸吧，只懂得一些容易感觉到的东西吧！

Although what I really want is a “long lasting” happiness, but all this while I’m only able to desire and fantasize that momentary heartbeat.

Why I thought that way? Probably it’s because that there’s some things that is that hard to understand and get hold of, only knowing the things that are more easier to understand and feel.

放手的那一瞬间，一切完全崩溃－－剩下的，就是那不停涌出来的泪水。

The moment I have let go, everything shattered — all left, is that continuously flowing tears.

- Real me -

或许就是因为存在着一个人本身做不到的东西，所以才会有所渴望吧。

Maybe it’s because there exist some things that cannot be don’t by one alone, that’s why there’s things that we’d hope for.

在这世界里，自己在追寻些什么呢？在这七彩目眩的跑马灯¹，难道一切都是那么扑朔迷离吗？ In this world, what am I pursuing? In this colourful yet bedazzling running lights, is everything that confusing?

At times of despair, I find myself shut into my own little world again.

In a way, even one’s fantasy is limited to one’s experiences.

There’s no such thing as someone deserves someone, as there are some things that are not serve-able.

Whatever one’s expressions, each expression will have millions of interpretations.

- The Order of Chaos -

或许心中存在着那个空洞，所以才会期盼…才会去寻找填补的方法。

\－成长之章－

Maybe it’s because there exists a void in our own hearts, that’s why we wished… that’s why we continuously finding the way to fill it up.

- The Chapter of Growth -

自己最想要的东西，未必会得到，也可能一世也碰不到。就因如此，就更应该全力以赴，充满地活着。

The thing that we wanted the most, not necessarily will be attained, and even more possible that we will never touch it in our whole life. Just because of that, we need to do our best and with fullness, live our lives to the fullest.