有些时候，有些问题时只有自己明白，只有自己才能解决。

Sometimes, there’s some problems that only oneself is capable to comprehend, only oneself is capable to solve by him/herself.

在没有绝对和永恒的人生，到底要相信什么？

In a life without certainties and eternity, what is to be believed in?

好多时候，觉得自己生活就像问号？可能性好多到自己还会觉得迷茫，不解的事想到自己混乱。

一直猜测的好奇心，或许就像人家说的无底洞吧！:p

A lot of times, I feel as if my life is a question mark? The possibilities are so boundless that up until now that I still feel lost, things that I don’t understand are being thought to a point of complete confusion.

The curiousity in me which constantly guessing, maybe it’s just like a blackhole like what everybody has been describing it! 😛

不被珍惜，不会珍惜，却要珍惜。

人，真的是很奇怪。^-^||

Isn’t appreciated, doesn’t know how to appreciate, yet wanting to (appreciate/be appreciated)¹.

Humans, are really strange. ^-^||

开启一个未知晓的门，到底会通往到一个怎么样的世界？

Opening the door of the unknown, what will be on the other side?

一直守候在你身边，怕你我会厌烦。
 但没有你陪的时刻，自己却会心烫。

一丝丝思念的情怀，
 到底是在想你，还是只是满足自己？

其实好多好多时候，觉得不了解你。
 在黯然神伤的眼神，到底说些什么？

一段段悲痛的感觉， 到底伤心是你，还是迷惑中的自己？

一直不敢坦诚相对，怕你我会逃避。
 但没有深度的话语，自己却会叹气。

一丝丝压抑的关怀，
 到底是在隐瞒，还是只是欺骗自己？

其实好多好多时候，很想要了解你。
 在平淡无奇的生活，一起分担分享。

一段段漫长的路程，
 寻找一份勇气，坦诚和你走在一起。

…这，是我小小的心愿。

Being by your side all the time, I’m afraid both of us will get bored
But without you by my side, I ended up getting heartaches myself

Bits and pieces of the feelings of missing you
Is it that I’m thinking of you, or I’m just satisfying myself?

In reality, a lot of times, I feel that I don’t understand you
Behind those sorrowful eyes, what they are saying?

Bits and pieces of the feelings of sorrow
Is it that you’re sad, or the one who’s actually sad is that confused me?

All awhile I really am not being …

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From the outset, my intense search is to seek acceptance from others. In actual fact, it is an ongoing attempt to seek that acceptance from myself… may myself being aware of it or not.

Yesterday, my friend asked of my sudden insistence of wanting things, unimportant things, now, my immediate reply was:

“This reflects how poor I am”

This is the truest statement that I ever made up until now.

Once blinded by the mind, once blinded by the heart

In search of the bridge where the soul lies

有些时候，才突然想起
 自己也只是普通人一个

会吃醋，会妒忌，会自卑，
 会担心，会伤心，会迷茫。

但…也不见得是件坏事
 原来自己还是有“感受”

Sometimes, I suddenly remembered
I’m also an oridinary person

Able to feel jealous, envy, inferior,
Able to feel worried, sad, lost.

But… it’s not really a bad thing
Made me realise that I’m still have “feelings”