I now declare myself inethical for stealing company (that I’m working for)’s bandwidth to download songs from @music which I’ll pay later back at home.

Hmm…. XDDDD

Anyway, I’m back at work, still pulling hair out to program encryption stuff for the company. 😣 Bleh… With all the education/Cryptography classes I have taken (at least last semester), the theory does needs some digesting before I can cough out some practical codes X(.

Anyway, 8 hours more… I hope that I can win that Maharaja HI-NRG Night Vol. 11 from eBay (Gorky Park and Babe Follow Me <3333). crosses fingers

Considering how I was treated while I’m extremely sickly when I was a kid, I couldn’t bear the worries I had when Erika felt weak today.

Anyway, now I’m at home, savouring some great music :3. Homework has yet to be done, but I suppose I better give myself some whipping to start things up a little XDDD.

Anyway, I was feeling like learning this song. This has to be one of my favourite Ayumi Hamasaki song, so I just feel like posting the lyrics (translated one, taken down from Divine Ayu).

M / Ayumi Hamasaki

“Maria” There is someone I should love; every person who has ever been hurt…

As I look around, everyone busily hurries on by.

I noticed that this year, too, the signs of winter have come very soon …

Just some recap of past events:

• Just finished my numerical analysis computer programming assignment, now what I need is to run a few tests, debug, and I’m done with it 😸
• Been chatting with Johnson just now, and he pretty much talked about work related stuff. But somehow we drift into some deep philosophical thoughts that really interest me. I’m keep them in my head for Today’s Drifting Thought ideas :p.

As a footnote, I’m not going to touch any real alcoholic drinks anymore (unless on special occasions), since I have pretty much 101% sure that I definitely can’t stand even less than one glass of beer to get drunk (at least physically). Honestly with my sensitivity/allergies with most thing with an -ol appended at the back of it, make …

NOTHING’S GONNA TAKE MY LOVE FROM YOU / KAREN (from SEB18)

(Also covered by Nuage and D&D [Retitled as In Your Eyes])

Watching you this morning
Everything is shining
What a joy to have you
By my side

Turn your head and tell me
“I just need to hold you”
Let me see your loving
In your eyes

* Eyes that give me passion now as they
Call me thru the night
Nite that till tomorrow shines in my heart
Just to tell ya

** Nothing’s gonna take my love from you babe
Anything that matter now is today
I would never let you go believe it
I wanna take and deceive (sic.) it

Nothing’s gonna take my love from you now
Nothing’s gonna hide the moon of this nite
I would never …

Anyone needs a guess why I put this journal title again? 😛 Some habits are just that hard to improve.

Walking in the rain isn’t totally fun, especially when you need to walk for about 30 minutes in the rain (in total). Other than that, well… life’s pretty much normal. Although I do hate when Alfred keeps on piling stuff on my table to read (as if I’ll be able to magically make those code examples work together as a totally working and perfect program in one second).

Anyway, guess I should be back to work now. Ja ‘ne!

Scene: A tired Felix sitting in front of the computer, while enjoying his fair share of sushi ^^. Yum!

Thoughts: Fleeting thoughts… revolving a sense of sorrow, yet the sorrow seems so beautiful, seemingly to cherish every small things in life…

Work: Nothing less of a roller-coaster ride itself. But at least my reading list doesn’t get piled up lately.

School: The usual: ASSIGNMENTS!!!! screams and run around in circles Japanese class tomorrow, it’ll be greetings this week ^^.

Internet-Related Event: If there’s no accident, you can catch me on MSN during work. Of course, don’t type too much that my boss might feel suspicious ^^”. And secondly, Erika’s (sayinmango) having a LiveJournal 😊.

Family: Will be going back to my parents’ next Saturday <333.

Today’s a pretty fun day with my friends :), and it’s pretty exciting as Steven mentioned that there’s a special guest named Jenny today. OK, before this, actually Steven asked me and a few friends of mine to go to a karaoke lounge, and so I agree to go (as much as my budget doesn’t allow me to… I’m bad :p).

And so… Damn I’m late :p. But yeah I do get a suprise, because the “Jenny” that Steven mentioned is actually Jacob, one of my best friends during college. (w00t!!! :D) It’s been quite a while I haven’t seen him, and I can only say that he didn’t changed much ever since I knew him. And not to mention that Erika, Soo Hoo, Rachael and a …

Nothing much happened today, except that for some reasons I having some sort of headache (the physical kind).

Anyway, I’m starting to face some of the realities with dealing with people, especially the boss >.>. In general Alfred is a good person, but sometimes he does somewhat irks me… well, guess nobody’s perfect :p. Not to mention I do need to have my communication skills polished up a bit. But my colleagues are great, as much as we don’t talk much, they have been pretty friendly to me.

And second thing is that… it’s the eGenting programming competition again! I just came down from there, and boy the questions are getting tougher! I fare pretty badly this year (again), but at least this time round I can make sense of what the …

AAAAAHHHHHH~~~~ There’s just too much Super Eurobeat albums that I wanted to buy on eBay!!!!

Somebody got to stop me from drool at those ;____; (I’m already broke, FYI).

(AHH!!! I want that Heaven -Eurobeat Meets Healing Style- album @#^@!~)

OK, I’m off from work today. 😸 Currently I’m back at school, typing this.

Currently I’m working at Cybol, one small software house situated in Shah Alam. The company itself is pretty far away from my aunt’s house: 15 minutes on bus, and 30 minutes on foot (total them up would be 45 minutes). But the good thing is that Alfred (my boss) is offering free accomodation over his apartment, which is only a 5 minutes walk to my working place.

So currently I’m staying with Sridha, a programmer from India, who is also my colleague now. He’s pretty much the quiet type, first impression wise. Overall my working experience is pretty much pleasant, the people has treated me quite good.

However, being my first job, of course I wasn …