Just feeling like typing some Japanese which I have spent some time learning recently:

チューンフイーさん、

君が大好きし、君の愛が欲しいし、君を愛したい。

でも、これは無理な希望だね。君の背が冷たかったみたいから…

Honestly speaking I’m thinking of writing more, just that my Japanese is so limited that I can only type these few sentences… and I’m not even sure whether I got it right or not ^^” (in terms of word choice and grammar).

The bad news came this morning, Grandma Kiew has passed away this morning at around 11. It’s really sad to hear that… As now the living room would be empty most of the time… She’s been here ever since the first day I stayed with my aunt, and it’s really hard to see her go to another place.

Rest in peace, Grandma Kiew. You’ll always be remembered :(.

In a much lighter note, my SEB presents J-Euro Original Collection (Vol.1) came in today, so this will be my CD collection up until now (which I don’t plan to expand for some time, probably 3 months or so):

And this my current JPop CD collection to date:

Now I really scare myself, seeing how scary my spending habits were. 😆 So eBay …

Grandma Kiew has been hospitalised today, currently she’s in the HDU (high dependency unit, whatever that is). And by the looks and description from my aunt, her situation is a bit worrying. I’m not sure what will happen to her, but I did noticed that for the past few days she isn’t feeling that well.

I’m not too sure about the seriousness of her condition… but then I’m concerned. So for those who are reading this, please pray for her safety and hope she’ll be OK.

Just having some extremely unpredictable events today, all school/school work related. As much I believe all of the are solvable/doable, it still scares me.

Hopefully I can get things ironed out.

Just all of a sudden, some of my sorrows just came back to me. It’s like… ever since I came back to school, these feelings just came back to me. I believe that I have gotten over that stage, but how wrong I am, as I’m still feeling that aching in my heart. I know I still love him a lot (I think the subject of interest is implied), probably I’m just feeling upset of how he responds to me? It’s like… I was given the cold shoulder: so cold that it really pricks my heart.

At times like this I just feel so helpless… as there are just things which is so hard to do. Apart from the fact that I really find it hard to express how I’m …

Just a quote from my friend.

Sometimes stupid people can really get on my nerves. Can’t people just use some common sense before talking? Which type of people who annoys me the most? Offensive people who think that they are far superior than everybody else and thinks that he/she has the right to offend/screw up everybody, and expects people NOT to take offence. Sheesh… 😠

In other news, it’s a slow day today. But I do find myself spending too much time to sort out our university’s online forum. Bleh…

These came into the mail today 😊

Kinda disappointed that SEB presents J-Euro Collections are radio edits instead of extended mix (ARGH~ I want the extended mix for Karen’s Nothing’s Gonna Take My Love From You). But anyway, still need to listen them through ^^.

Will be taking another CD collection collage once the last CD get through the mail (J-Euro Collection Vol.1)~

[:: UPDATE ::]

The CDs are great :D. My current favourite track is definitely Something In My House / Dead or Alive (the last track from Super Euro Zip), the song is really spooky, or maybe I just love the lyrics :). But the melody and the vocals are really great in this song. Not to mention that it’s not from the major Eurobeat labels under SEB. A definite choreo from me ^^.

Anyway, the …

There were times when you just have to accept the fact that some wounds would take a longer time to heal.

I really don’t know whether I should wish for another special person to enter my life (edit: not necessarily of a romantic relationship), or to hope that my wounds would heal sooner.

I guess either way would be good ;_;.

Yay! The filming goes extremely well ^^v.It’s like, I’m getting better at adjusting my camera and stuff. (Yay for self-filmed para videos which DOESN’T suck XDDD)

Originally I’m planning to ask Phil to do the video editing, but as it turns out I got a bunch of LARGE files (200MB-ish) which will probably take me ages to upload them over a server on dialup (or even my school’s Internet, which is pretty sluggish lately) >.<”. Boo ;____;, I want broadband… NOW!

Anyway, I did do some simple editing, just to make them look a little bit nicer. Somehow it just turns out that it looks very similar to the videos to PPN XDDD. Oops! 😛

Anyway, 4 spanking new choreographs is ready for uploading. I think I’ll be uploading …

Finally I got time to actually sort out my room, which is a total mess for the past few weeks due to extremely insane workload. It’s still a mess, but at least I got the books and paper sorted out, and I guess I should be able to finish to clean it up by tomorrow.

To add on, finally I got time to actually go out there and hang around. Go to Time Square for some Parapara arcade goodness. Met the old gang there, which I’m pretty glad that they still recognize me ^^”.

And lastly, finally I got time to actually time of choreography ideas. It’s like, I have been exploring some new moves, especially those which involve some footwork. So I’m going to release choreography videos under two titles: MYPPF …