Let’s see…

Surprisingly, the haze is getting worse around here :(. That really makes me feel sad because I miss fresh air.

Surprisingly, I find myself expanding my musical horizons as I started to listen to pop in English. XDDD I used to think that American music is a bit… uninspiring, but now I’m starting to love it :). Guess it’s really refreshing to take a break away from tons of Eurobeat and JPop :).

Surprisingly, I found myself having my budget boomed at the beginning of the month O_O”

Surprisingly, I got my book prize cheque :D! (Joys of being academically successful :p) That really saved the day.

In other news, I just collected my degree certificate and my stage photo. And surprisingly they looked quite nice 😊 (well… definitely not my best photo shots).

Ganked from pawsrpg:

I could be the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I could be the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I could be the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We could be the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I could be the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I could be the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I could be one of the lucky ones …

I don’t know whether I should say that there’s a lot of things happened then… ironic as it sounds that nothing much really happened when I looked back at the events itself. But nonetheless it does gave me some emotional impact (refer to my previous post for my condensed thoughts of it).

Anyway, just get the tapes of memories rewinded and summarised…

Friday has been a very exciting day for me as I anticipated the arrival of my family (except for my sister). However, what I didn’t anticipate is that something may go wrong in the process… and it did happened as things goes slightly wrong with my brother. As I heard from him, he is caught in the middle of nowhere when the bus which my brother is suppose to board …

I’m trying out posting a LJ entry using my mobile phone. 😊

Anyway, parents came today, convocation tomorrow, some worrying drama just now. Things probably will get exciting.

Will post details this sunday.

[p/s: w00t! It works :D. Probably it’ll be good for some impromptu posts next time!]

It does seems that there’s a lot of things that has rushed past me without notice…And sometimes I do wonder whether knowing what has passed by will make any difference… Honestly speaking I really don’t know what makes me think this way? Is it that I’m missing something in life? Or is it that I came to a realization that knowing what has passed has no importance in my present life than bringing me regrets?

Getting in tune with my own pace in life is definitely not easy for myself.

Anyway, coming back to yesterday, I took a half day leave to collect my convocation attire. Yup, I’ll be attending my graduation ceremony this Saturday. The event itself didn’t really excite me much, but it does make me feel …

The funny thing is that just as I mentioned things are getting uneventful, all of a sudden things just get an unpredictable turn as a surprising wave seems to sweep me away…

But honestly speaking there isn’t anything major happening yesterday, just that just out of the blue Erika chatted with me on MSN, then later on Choon Hui came to my house for a while to do some stuff. As much as these two events are considered trivial in the eyes of others, it really hard to describe the feeling that I had: a mixture of excitement, happiness, sorrow, sadness… and probably some sprinkles of faked indifference.

But I’m just glad… that I’m still in contact with Choon Hui. As much I know where the line is between the both of …

It’s been a few days that I have been finding myself in a much mediocre mood (Hmm… Can I really use the adjective “mediocre” to decribe my mood and feelings?). Not really hate it but I don’t really like it either. Just feeling stuck in the middle while I feel like I’m gently being pushed by both sides.

But probably it’s just being a little bit less eventful, I guess. Probably it’s a good time to take an emotional break after all the intense feelings that I have experienced last year :). (I’m wondering whether this statement indirectly conveys the fact that I didn’t really let my past go until now…? Hmm…)

Just came to me like I have more things to learn and to seek in many aspects …

I feel so physically drained out yesterday that I feel as if I’m living with my last ounce of energy x_x. Probably I either have been working out too much (currently stays with my daily para practice and aerobic classes), or that I didn’t have enough sleep (I can safely conclude that I need 7 or 😎 or that my daily lifestyle needs some more tweaking.

Feeling much more refreshed today as I slept very early yesterday almost right after I reached home after work and woke up VERY late this morning (at 7 actually, but it’s an hour and a half before my working hours O_O”).

Probably I would need to do some adjustments in my own lifestyle and probably it would take me a few weeks to get things right. But …

YES! The phone line is finally fixed (thanks to my aunt for that :D)!

Anyway, just a recap of stuff:

About work:

Things are starting to get busy now as we are starting the development for the new release of the system. Somehow the more I looked at the schedule, the more I’m impressed by my boss. It’s really hard to say, since I don’t really get to talk to him much, but I just feel as if he always have those big plans under his sleeves which maximises the potential of all the resources that he had. Definitely somebody that I can learn a lot from :).

About home town and family

My parents are great as usual :D, although without the presence of my siblings does make the house seems quiet …

My Euromach CDs just came into the mail today :D! OK, maybe not from the mail directly but I just went to the post office to collect it this morning. And The Best of Euromach 2001 has awesome non-stop remixing goodness <3<3<3! And of course finally I got a copy of Euromach 1 (which I really wanted it so badly)!

And to my surprise I manage to keep my hands on the keyboard while listening to these CDs during work 😛 (instead of making Parapara gestures XDDDD).

Rewinds things back to yesterday and the day before, nothing much happened except the fact that I’m getting really fatigued physically for the past two days x_x. But I’m in good condition now after a really good sleep :).

Other than that… things are getting busy …