There are a few things that has definitely gone wrong somewhere that I really have to adjust myself. Can’t always keep myself in such a mess all the time, neh?

Anyway, I finally got the chance to tell Tommy that I quit from MYPPF. Well… just say that we have different views and direction on how MYPPF should be managed. And it’s much better that he don’t have to be restricted and he now has more room to do his stuff to promote parapara. As for me, I think I’ll just focus on what I do best: promoting parapara through the Internet :p. I’m still planning my ParaGroove! (tentative) website, I’m thinking of making it a multi-lingual site like how Jason and Dom did. Most likely it’ll be …

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Copied all my photographs from my office PC back home, and managing almost close to 2000 photographs is COMPLETE madness!

Probably the easier part is to convert all motion JPEG videos into a more space friendly form such as DivX or WMV. The harder part is to filter the pictures that is beyond what I’m able to fix and those which is not good for keeping (= put it bluntly, bad/awful/junk).

That would probably take me days to sort them out, if not weeks.

But at least I have them over in my computer now :).

Just bought a new external housing for my long forgotten notebook hard drive. Somehow I can’t believe how much junk I have stuffed into my hard drive in the past :p. Kind of a relief that I can still retrieve back some of my old Eurobeat MP3s that I have downloaded in the past. It wasn’t much, around 10 or so, but I’m just happy because there are some of the mostly missed music (Don’t You Love Me, Go Go’s And The Monkeys, Not For Sale etc.).

Somehow I wiped out the data in there… as much there are some past written work which I have poured in a lot of effort. I can still remember those memories vividly. But… well… in the end, I still persisted in wiping them …

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During my week up there in Genting, I have pretty much suffered from sickness in the heart and body. And now while I’m still recovering, I can say that I have sickness in the mind as well, considering the fact that my head hurts that I can’t really think.

As much it’s not much of a bad thing since there’s much less rubbish in my brain, but the biggest annoyance is that the aching! Ugh…

Still recovering from my illness.

Just packed my stuff, going up to Genting Highlands tomorrow, staying there for a whole week. Period.

Note to self: Next time, remember to buy travel size shampoo and conditioner. Probably hair gel as well. Meh… ._.

Probably will be feeling alone lonely for a few days, but I’m sure I’ll be fine. Definitely needs to learn how to loosen up some heart strings.

Anyway, Koda Kumi’s Best ~first things~ have its first run. It’s a great album, although I do have to say that it really reminds me of Namie Amuro :p. Probably it’s the music style and her voice. Honestly speaking although the tracks are solid, I can’t really remember any tracks that I can actually recall or stood out (real Emotions and 1000の言葉 doesn’t count …

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real Emotion / Koda Kumi

What can I do for you?

What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?

あの日ココロの彼方に 描いてた場所にいる
途方に暮れでたりする けれどもう戻れない

夢に見たカタチとは
なにもかもが違う
 現実には…眩暈さえする

リアルな世界に揺れてる感情
負けたくない
もうただ走るしかないこの胸に
聞こえてくる
 キミは一人じゃない

What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?

決して振り向きはしない あなたには頼らない
なにかがあれば必ず すぐに来てくれるから

いまぼくにできること
それは信じること…
真実なら この胸にある

リアルな世界に揺れてる感情
支えるのは
そうあなたが教えてくれたすべて
いまの私
 だから、一人じゃない

What can I do for you?
I can hear you

リアルな世界に揺れてる感情
感じても
あなたが目を閉じたならそこにいる
絆がある
 だから、一人じゃない

リアルな世界に揺れてる感情
負けたくない
もうただ走るしかないこの胸に
聞こえてくる
 キミは一人じゃない

What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
I can hear you

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English Translation from Anime Lyrics

What can I do for you?

What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do …

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(Note: Yes, I know the subject sounds funny, but since calm can be used as a noun… :p)

Let’s see…

Feeling kinda silly these days, my emotions gets into a really fluctuating ground as I review the relationship concept. I don’t know how to say it really… the experience is completely different, as I’m more actively participating in the communication process, I guess. It’s still a damn bumpy ride, and I definitely have a good reason to feel shaky: because I really can’t see from which grounds I can really evaluate my progress and… nothing’s guaranteed in this attempt. There’s a possibility that I’ll end up back in square one or further back… but then again, I guess it might not be that scary as I have …

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Real life update 😛 (Gosh, gotta to do more of these these days 😊 ), which give some background information about how the thoughts came from.

Anyway, it’s back to work, and the stress is creeping back at me. Well… I wouldn’t call it stress because it’s much more self inflicted than real stress. You know, being a bit of a perfectionist + control freak can really grate my nerves… you know, seeing things doesn’t go what I have planned it to be, worrying that if someone would get upset or that if I get screwed, and the thing about “conforming to one’s performance standard”… those kinds of things.

It really scares me because some of the “worst case scenarios” in my head can get more than just… umm, scary :p.

However, somehow I …

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After a whole week of holidays, it’s now time to go down to earth and continue with my own working life. As much as it did seem that I’m not really adjusted to my normal lifestyle (I woke up late today :p), I feel pretty motivated to go back to work again. Well, guess I didn’t waste my holidays at all, got my batteries recharged back. Or probably it shows that I’m feeling right at home in the office with my colleagues? Or probably it’s just that one special reason… ^-^

For one thing, the thing that I’m most glad of is that Sook Lan and Sze Hau is back in the office today. The office seems so different without them last week :).

Anyway, during midday, all of a sudden …

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And as for today, Stanley dropped by to Kuala Lumpur today. It’s came to a very shocking surprise to see him completely different — at least physically. He seems to be more physically fit and stylish. Hmm… does make me wonder what actually happened to him? 😛 (This kinda remind me: How shocked people are when I do my image change? LOL) He came with his friend, Danny, and he’s currently studying in UTAR (which is the same university that I graduated from). We get to chat a lot and it’s pretty fun :).

And what really surprising is that I never expect to see Super Dance Freak (SDF) volume 84 here in Malaysia :D. Not to mention that it’s in the budget corner as well :D. Snatched it together with S.E.S …

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