The Journey Begins
Been up here in Genting Highlands alone to do some work, and it does seemed that I’m starting to get used to it now. You know, dealing with uncertainties, stress and stuff.
It’s kind of an achievement of my own as I find myself being less timid when it comes with communicating with others, but that doesn’t make my communication skills less clunky as I have been having some hiccups here and there. I mean… a lot of them. Not to mention that there’s bound to be misunderstanding sometimes… so… yay for new challenges? 😛
Other than that… let’s just say that I’m missing somebody :).
Till then, I might as well enjoy the journey and learning experience :).
Getting Out And Enjoying Oneself
Today’s just one of those days that when I just got out from the house and having fun alone. 😊 Friends are great to hang out with, but I’d always leave some time for myself once in a while, so it’d give me a lot of ample room to walk about and pondering/thinking stuff without much worry about others.
This time I headed to Midvalley, one of my favourite spots to shop and hang out. Went to catch Wallace & Gromit - The Curse of the Were-Rabbit and enjoyed it from end to end :D. I really liked how the movie was executed, especially when you tried to notice the minor visual and dialogue details that was shown in the film… not to mention that there’s a lot of innocent moments when one …
Continue Reading (368 words, 2 minute read)Felix Makeover 2006: CNY Shopping Completed! (featuring unexpected findings!)
Phew! Finally I got two sets of my CNY clothes bought :).
As usual, I bought two contrasting set of clothes, in terms of colours and style (like what I did last year for Fire and Ice Style), and apparently how I got the idea for these two sets of clothes are very random: I have the idea for the first set by an impromptu basis; and for the second set, I have a very clear idea of what kind of contrast I wanted to make, but it ended up as another kind of contrasting idea that I never expect! Sounds confusing, more on that later! 😊
Anyway, I’m not going to talk about the first set yet, since that’s pretty much last Christmas’s news (And I really didn’t bothered to take a …
Continue Reading (861 words, 4 minute read)Celebrating The New Year
Hmm… to me, it’s just a simple celebration, since I’m celebrating it on my own, basically that calls for self indulgence :p.
Anyway, got myself pizza for the new year’s eve dinner. Starting a fresh year by going to working out at the gym, then later on I went to buy one more set of new clothes for Chinese New Year… and returned empty handed ~_~||. I can’t seem to find anything that I really liked there, but I’m going out tomorrow so hope there’s one awaiting for my attention :p.
I managed to get myself a wallet chain for my first set of clothes :), which is the final touch to it.
Later on I got my hair cut again and I’m back to my more energetic, spiked …
Continue Reading (164 words, 1 minute read)如果，爱 Perhaps Love
心，又生病了。
或许是营养不良的关系吧…还是有些不均衡的存在吧…
明明距离就是那么的接近，却克制了自己去抓紧你。…是害怕吗？总是觉得自己少了些什么的样子。
有些美丽的话语，收在心里太久了：开始变了质。这样不新鲜的爱意，真的是要自行去解决：因为我真的是不要让你中毒。
所以，就让自己病到了。
或许自己真的是好傻…
My heart is falling ill again.
Maybe it’s malnourished, or probably there’s some imbalance exists…
Even with our distance so close, yet I resisted myself to hold you tight. … Is it that I’m afraid? I always feel as if I’m short of something.
Some beautiful words, kept too long in my heart: starting to turn sour. This kind of stale feelings, it’s really something that I have to settle by myself: because I really don’t want you to get poisoned because of it.
Therefore, I let myself fall ill.
Maybe I’m just really that foolish…
Suppressed Emotions
有时觉得自己很挫：明知道自己最不会掩饰自己的情绪感情，却绝对不会说出自己的伤心，妒嫉，吃醋，生气，担心，在乎， 喜欢…
Sometimes I can’t help but feeling a little bit stupid sometimes: As much as I know that I’m not good in covering up my feelings and emotions, yet I will never say out all my sadness, envy, jealousy, anger, worry, love…
In Debt
Finally I found myself in the situation I dreaded: I’m now in debt!
Now with around 20 24 grands in study loans and “owing” myself RM500 (i.e. taken from my savings account), I kinda scratch my head to think of how to draw an equal sign within a managable period of time.
The reality check is NOW X_X||. I better keep my hands off from eBay and other shopping sites.
Tiring Day
Today can be described with only a few words: Tall stack of paperwork, pending workload (that keeps on coming my way) and a flat tyre.
But working on my own website shifts my energies back in shape. Just merged all the important posts in my technical blog, The Digital Blue Wave. It’s been hard work migrating it over to my personal site, FelixLeong.com, but now with all the contents moved over, I can spend time working on other stuff.
First things first: Get rid of that default template XD.
Lyrics From The Heart: Everything
MISIA / Everything
from: http://users.skynet.be/roxfan/lyrics/misc/177.html
すれ違う時の中で あなたとめぐり逢えた
不思議ね 願った奇跡が こんなにも側にあるなんて
逢いたい想いのまま 逢えない時間だけが 過ぎてく扉 すり抜けて
また思い出して あの人と笑い合う あなたを
愛しき人よ 悲しませないで 泣き疲れて 眠る夜もあるから
過去を見ないで 見つめて 私だけ
You’re everything You’re everything
あなたが想うより強く やさしい嘘ならいらない 欲しいのはあなた
どれくらいの時間を 永遠と呼べるだろう 果てしなく 遠い未来なら
あなたと行きたい あなたと覗いてみたい その日を
愛しき人よ 抱きしめていて いつものように やさしい時の中で
この手握って 見つめて 今だけを
You’re everything You’re everything
あなたと離れてる場所でも 会えばきっと許してしまう どんな夜でも
You’re everything You’re everything
あなたの夢見るほど強く 愛せる力を勇気に 今かえていこう
You’re everything You’re everything
あなたと離れてる場所でも 会えばいつも消えさって行く 胸の痛みも
You’re everything You’re everything
あなたが想うより強く やさしい嘘ならいらない 欲しいのはあなた
You’re everything You’re everything
You’re everything
My everything
Translation by MegChan, from: http://www.megchan.com/lyrics/translations/everything.html
I met you by chance in the midst of passing time
It’s amazing, isn’t it? That such a miracle should …
Christmas Fun
It’s been quite an eventful Christmas. It didn’t start that smoothly though, as my DSL modem suddenly refuses to talk with my network on Christmas eve, and that I can’t seem to get onto dialup either on that day. Not to mention the water outage a day before that and we had murky waters later :(.
But… Christmas is REALLY awesome as I went for karaoke with Sze Hau, Sook Lan, Hui Ying and Seon :D. Somehow it started to become a monthly event? Hmm… Another ex-colleague (for Sook Lan and Sze Hau) in the department came as well, but her name seems not to get registered into my mind now :p. But we really sung our lungs out with a really diverse set of songs, spanning different languages, popular songs from different …
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