I feel so under-prepared for tommorrow’s task. As much as I have finished writing the testing procedures that I have to go through tommorrow, I still feel that it’s not complete enough.

And somehow I’m feeling kinda scared actually: going to work somewhere outside the office and staying there for several days (although I’m a bit relieved that another colleague will be accompanying me) and thinking of the seriousness of the task itself (I really hate the thought of myself screwing up this task).

The boss did reassured me that it’s not really a life-and-dead issue (the only thing he told me is that to make really sure of is that the slot machine does not cause financial problems to the company), and I was given continuous encouragement by Seng …

I’m kinda wondering the “gay” version of woman’s breast applies as well? 😛

But anyway~

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The Food Of Love

From Osho Times Online: Your Answers on Relating (Oct 9 Issue)

As life is…. I divide it in three parts: breakfast, lunch, supper. The childhood is the breakfast-time. And as it happens if you have not been given your breakfast today, you will feel very, very hungry, out of all proportion, at lunchtime …

Feeling as if everyone being an unique individual means that we need to recognize the fact that everyone is living in their own separate worlds: feeling happy when two uniqueness meet with friendliness and love, and be grateful when we part.

Insecurity is always bound to be there, as the only certainty in this world is change and losing possession of everything that is only given to us: anything from physical things to emotional and spiritual attachment.

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In other, unrelated news, I cut my hair short today. Other than that, there’s a lot of work related stuff that I need to do before I proceed to some high-priority work on Monday. I will not be at home, and probably I don’t know whether I can update my LJ… but I know there’s …

Got some extra photos from Sook Lan’s camera:

Currently feeling all stressed out. Suddenly it’s like tons of work that needs to be done that I feel like being pulled from 10 directions.

Probably today is just one of those rare occurrence that I was the only one wearing an undershirt instead of a long-sleeve shirt in the office.

It just happens that I went for a blood donation drive today with two of my office friends, Sze Hau and Yuen Hui. Everything was going so smoothly, and just as I was taking my seat in the refreshment area, blood gushes out from the puncture in my arm: obviously it’s not really a good sight seeing blood flowing down my arm. I was tended immediately by the medical staff there and luckily the blood flow stopped soon after that. One of the doctors on duty commented that it’s probably because of me having large veins.

Of course, my shirt got stained by blood in the process …

For all muslims (I believe some in my friend list are) who will be going through their fasting month, happy Ramadan :). (If it’s a good way of putting it)

“To solve your problems means to give you an answer that intellectually satisfies you”

Hmm….

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Life is Not a Philosophy Class!

From Osho Times Online: Your Answers on Emotions (Oct 3 Issue)

To solve your problems means to give you an answer that intellectually satisfies you; and to dissolve your problem is to give you a method that makes you yourself aware that there is no problem at all: problems are all our …

或许是因为有“别人”的存在，所以才会让自己倍感寂寞吧…？

Maybe it’s because “others” exists, we make ourselves feel lonelier…?

This is a short one from one of the newsletter I subscribed:

ON THE PERSONAL SIDE: “Everyone has feelings”

from Ron Kaufman’s “UP Your Service!” Newsletter #87:

There are old friends and new children in Brighten’s classroom this year. It can be hard for new kids to fit in when there are existing friendships in place.

Brighten told me she goes out of her way sometimes to meet new kids and help them feel comfortable in the class.

I was intrigued and I asked her why she makes the extra effort. She replied matter-of-factly, “Everyone is human. Everyone has feelings.”

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有时，自己在想着…暗恋，是不是一个连锁反应现象？

Sometimes, I’m thinking… is secret admiration a chain reaction phenomenon?