Today’s Drifting Thoughts: Packed And Unready
Well… I’m almost finished packing for tommorrow. Just need to copy some critical files from my compie then I should be OK.
Honestly speaking… as much as I really liked to go home, but my heart seems a bit heavy to leave as well… God… I haven’t leave yet and yet I’m missing people now ;____;. But thinking about it, most of my friends are already back in their hometown for Chinese New Year celebrations and being here wouldn’t help much… meh… ;____;.
At times like this, I do wonder whether my whole makeover thing is really worth it… am I afraid that I’m starting to lose my self identity? Or is it that nobody really cared anyway? … but thinking about it guess I’m just too self-conscious/sensitive with …
Continue Reading (310 words, 2 minute read)OMG I’m SHOPAHOLIC XDDDD
OK, nothing much these days, except the fact that I was really tired after my trip to Kinokuniya yesterday, so tired that I plunk on my bed as soon as I got home. Got a lot of Japanese stuff, as in one Japanese dictionary, yet-another-Japanese grammar guide, then 3 more Fruitsbaskets <333. Wee~ I’m starting a collection.
And OMG there’s just TOO MUCH EUROBEAT in eBay that I.need.something.to.stop.me.from.overbidding. OK, I resisted the temptation by putting them on my watchlist (since usually I won’t buy from there :p). But I’m currently bidding a few that I really wanted. If my plans goes well I’ll be able to complete the major non-stop megamixes (i.e. the 10’s) from SEB60-SEB120, which, in my opinion …
Continue Reading (163 words, 1 minute read)Korean Food Is Love ♥♥♥
“It’s OK to be a little bit odd, it’s OK if I got sidelined… But I’ll be there blooming my flowers with my purest heart.”
Just had Korean food just now, and I really loved it ^^b. I had one of those BBQ lambchop thingy (well… I don’t know how is it called in Korean ^^”) and it’s really tasty ^^. Not to mention that the service staff is extremely friendly <333. I think I would try more Korean food next time ^^b.
Other than that, I just bought MISIA’s 星空のライヴ -The Best of Acoustic Ballade- and I just love it instantly~~
That’s pretty much it for today ^^.
The Felix Makeover 2005: Final Touches
“To know the truth of oneself carries a price.”
Finally I get to get my final touch for my CNY clothes set :): The shoes! 😄 Anyway, there’s a warehouse sale just next to my house and I just got a pair of maroon coloured shoes. It looks pretty retro and maroon isn’t the easiest colour to match, so actually I am a bit worried. But to my surprise, it matches the pants :D.
And so that pretty much ends my hunt to finish my clothes shopping (well… if I don’t end it now, I guess most probably I’ll end up getting other stuffs like a watch, a matching backpack, a pouch, accessories… bla bla bla, and most probably I’ll bang my budget again in no time ^^”)
Anyway, been playing truant these …
Continue Reading (189 words, 1 minute read)Some Things Will Never Be The Same Anymore
“Hearing ‘I’ll always be here…’ from you seems to me like a fantasy… And all I can do now is to smile to you from afar… “
All I wanted to say is… I’ll always be the same deep down, but there’re some things that will never be the same anymore.
On a light note, I dyed my hair again. This time to golden ash. This time round I do the Gatsby Xtreme Colouring where it involves the two step process where you have to use their EX-High bleach to bleach your hair to a extremely light brown colour (more like yellow to me), then later on use their bleach colours of choice.
Honestly speaking… well… for my first attempt to dye my hair to a much lighter colour this time round …
Continue Reading (300 words, 2 minute read)Venturing Into New Realms of Music
Let see… loan money in my bank, about time X(. Anyway, plan to bank in more than half of it to my parents for being so supportive all the while ^^, umm… or should I say that I have to return my college money back to them? 😛
Anyway, bought some new CDs today, and I can say that I’m currently venturing into other music genre. Well… currently listening to Biggest Club Hits… Ever!, which contains quite a lot of various different dance genres: House, electronica, club, techno etc. Well… techno STILL grates my ears, but House tunes are kinda fun to listen to. Hmmm~ 😊
Other than that, I got The Music of Enya by The Taliesin Orchestra. Finally I get my hands on New Age. I’m sure I’ll be liking it ^^.
OK, almost …
Continue Reading (141 words, 1 minute read)Joys of Final Fantasy VI
“When people keeps telling you that you are the last ray of hope… What would you do…?”
There’s no doubt that Final Fantasy VI still is the best Final Fantasy in my own opinion. Beatifully composed music (in fact it is FFVI which brought me into the world of game music), great battle system, cool graphics (well… in the SNES era, anyway)… And the best thing I liked about it is no doubt the storyline and its line of extremely great characters.
I still remember the many great moments of Final Fantasy VI, going through the game, I get so immersed into its beautifully crafted plotline that there’s never one moment that I will forget. The laughter, the tears, the tension… everything is etched so deep down.
Now I’m replaying the game …
Continue Reading (179 words, 1 minute read)Codes, Sleep, Internet and Boredom
Yeah, my day pretty much consist of these four things. But most of time spent is on the ZZZ’s so yeah that is a really bad sign >.>
Somehow I seem to pick FF6 back up again. Ah nostalgia! <:3
Other than that… I’m working on my codes now, probably I can get some algorithms done in a few days.
Now all I need is to get rid of my forum and sleep addiction or else I’ll be dead meat.
Today’s Drifting Thoughts: Because of You
This will be a bit short for a drifting thought, but I suppose it’ll work as well, as I don’t feel like talking a lot today.
It just happens to me… OK, probably not just me, because I read it over someone’s LJ which made me thought about this, that… sometimes… why is it that… when it comes with dealing issues with the people who are the closest (be it friend, family or a love), it’s much more easier for us to avoid the person as a resolution to a problem…? Why is it that we always think that everything will be the best for everyone if we never entered into the picture into the first place…?
Reflecting this on myself… this is what I’m doing right now: Thinking that …
Continue Reading (576 words, 3 minute read)The Pain
“Behind these beautiful gates, are we locking ourselves in? Or are we locking ourselves out?”
No matter how hard I tried, I can’t seem to bear the pain deep inside. The tears which has been contained seem to have a leak somewhere that it flows down uncontrollably.
… Do I deserve all this pain? Now I really don’t know whether they are caused by others or by myself…
… I wish I knew the answer…
