Just got a new graphic card replaced for my PC, so currently my PC is running fine and dandy… or maybe not. As I’m trying to install the card into my PC, Windows XP just didn’t feel like cooperating and would never let me install the driver for the graphic card. So I’m like “OK, so probably I’ll do a fresh install” and although that works, I can’t get 1024x768 to work! GAH!!! So now I’m facing a large-ish 800x600 screen (as in the UI stuff instead of UI space).

So now not only I have to find the time to reinstall all the software back into my PC, I also have to deal with the resolution issue. I have downloaded the latest graphic card driver, I really hope …

For those who aren’t aware, an earthquake strike Sumatra, Indonesia the day before, with the death toll currently standing around 400 (according to today’s papers). Condolences to those unfortunate people :(.

Saying so, there’s no news about a new wave of tsunami striking anywhere, but we do have a really heavy thunderstorm yesterday. And I’m really having some really unfortunate events when I was napping while the thunder struck my compy :(, the SECOND time! Luckily that the hardware spoilt this time is only my on-board display card and my poor modem (i.e. No Internet). But I wonder whether my wishes are being answered… -.-” But at least that gave me a chance to break away from the Internet for a while.

And the worst unfortunate event? I have TWO assignment deadlines this …

For some reasons the electrical supply doesn’t seem to be really stable today as I witness some really nasty electrical surges going on around my house. So I have quite a lot of really annoying moments of flickering lights in the whole house, and which also means that I can’t use the computer much as I’m worried about the fact that it might spoil my computer. And the bad news is that I have two assignments that needs to be handed up this week. Grr…

But at least I have some time to actually sit down and watch some TV. Honestly I’m not much of a TV person and i really have survived without TV for like… 6 months? But yeah it’s cool :). Watched Fear Factor today and somehow it …

梦醒之后，才发现你以前给我的那毫无防备的微笑。这时才猛然发觉…我爱你的，就是你那一份纯真。

For the past few days, it has been raining continuously . It’s pretty relaxing to see the rain drops while having my thoughts wandering around… As if to see my thoughts dancing around with the rain drops, cleansing them during the process. I just have that sensation of realization at some point for different things, however it is as seems that I had the answers without knowing how I reach to that conclusion.

In other news, I don’t think I’ll be expecting an eventful day today as I’m spending time at home working on assignments (if procrastination doesn’t kicks in, that is).

Just to make a mental note or else I might forget it later, as I notice that a few things which aren’t good for my health, physical or not, if I take or do it with excess. So the top four things that I need to keep tabs with and control are:

1. Orange Juice

   As much as I really like drinks made from anything citrus, too much of them would give me the coughs, which is not fun :(.

2. Sugar intake

   I don’t know whether it is my metabolism rate or is it my body condition, I do notice that an overdose of sweets or sugar intake would make me hyperactive and causing heartburns (well… not exactly a heartburn by definition, but I do feel the chest pain). And this heart burning sensation lasts …

Just feeling like typing some Japanese which I have spent some time learning recently:

チューンフイーさん、

君が大好きし、君の愛が欲しいし、君を愛したい。

でも、これは無理な希望だね。君の背が冷たかったみたいから…

Honestly speaking I’m thinking of writing more, just that my Japanese is so limited that I can only type these few sentences… and I’m not even sure whether I got it right or not ^^” (in terms of word choice and grammar).

The bad news came this morning, Grandma Kiew has passed away this morning at around 11. It’s really sad to hear that… As now the living room would be empty most of the time… She’s been here ever since the first day I stayed with my aunt, and it’s really hard to see her go to another place.

Rest in peace, Grandma Kiew. You’ll always be remembered :(.

In a much lighter note, my SEB presents J-Euro Original Collection (Vol.1) came in today, so this will be my CD collection up until now (which I don’t plan to expand for some time, probably 3 months or so):

And this my current JPop CD collection to date:

Now I really scare myself, seeing how scary my spending habits were. 😆 So eBay …

Grandma Kiew has been hospitalised today, currently she’s in the HDU (high dependency unit, whatever that is). And by the looks and description from my aunt, her situation is a bit worrying. I’m not sure what will happen to her, but I did noticed that for the past few days she isn’t feeling that well.

I’m not too sure about the seriousness of her condition… but then I’m concerned. So for those who are reading this, please pray for her safety and hope she’ll be OK.

Just having some extremely unpredictable events today, all school/school work related. As much I believe all of the are solvable/doable, it still scares me.

Hopefully I can get things ironed out.

Just all of a sudden, some of my sorrows just came back to me. It’s like… ever since I came back to school, these feelings just came back to me. I believe that I have gotten over that stage, but how wrong I am, as I’m still feeling that aching in my heart. I know I still love him a lot (I think the subject of interest is implied), probably I’m just feeling upset of how he responds to me? It’s like… I was given the cold shoulder: so cold that it really pricks my heart.

At times like this I just feel so helpless… as there are just things which is so hard to do. Apart from the fact that I really find it hard to express how I’m …