Today’s Drifting Thoughts: When The Mind Is Drawing A Blank
For the past few days, I was really busy going out there doing things, something pretty different from what I usually do actually.
Just to give some sort overview of what’s happening, basically I have been mixing around with more people. Well… technically I wouldn’t say that I know them for the first time, as these people are my class/course mates all the while, but I would say that this is the first time that I actually go out with them. Personally I find this as something different from what I would usually do, but just that I just felt the urge… well, you know, getting to mix around with more people. And to be honest, I think that’s pretty much a welcoming change in terms of my own lifestyle, really …
Continue Reading (799 words, 4 minute read)Felix Leong: In Hues of Blue — The Third Chapter
I guess this is almost the time to enter my next phase in life, so I changed my info a bit.
As usual, I changed the poem in my user info, so just to keep a copy of it:
Chapter 2: Nov‘04
“In awe, I receive messages from the past —
lyrics that become self-prophesies,
coincidences that remind me of my destiny,
voices of singers long gone.They tell me that whichever path I choose
will take me home.”— Utada Hikaru, from her Single Collection Vol.1 1998-2003 album cover
No longer I am who I was…
For life have shown me possibilities…
The miracle is now
Where every word dances along with my existence
The adventure is now
Where every single present is calling my notice
My times has been marked
When I noticed …
Exams are OVER!!! :D
Woo hoo~ No more examinations to worry about now :D!
Probably be going out with friends later in the afternoon/evening. But if not, I could use with a good nap or so :).
Spinning Like A Top
Ugh… preparing for my last paper (Parallel processing) tomorrow isn’t really fun at all as I find my head spinning when I go through all the lecture slides. Been seeing imaginary planetary orbits from the beginning until now. I really don’t know how’s the outcome for tomorrow’s paper, I’m really worried that I can’t get good grades for this one (since I got a lot of marks for my assignments).
Just to recap, yesterday is pretty fun as Steven, Jacob, Theen Gee and his girlfriend and I went out together. As usual with any outing with Steven, there’s always karaoke :). And boy that was fun as I attempted to sing Ayu’s songs there :). It’s would be great if they had ANGEL’S SONG and GAME, but …
Continue Reading (290 words, 2 minute read)Today’s Drifting Thoughts: When Being Alone Can Be Hard To Bear
Somehow today is just one of those days when I really feel extremely vulnerable, as my desire to seek for warmth starts to tingle from time to time.
Yet I just came to question this feeling: That whether this feeling is a real need, or simply just a physical desire? In a way I found that this question can sound really stupid, and yet from another perspective it isn’t. Thinking about it, I know I needed a love that I can cherish, and I know that I’m not in a really hurry to get myself attached. After all, I don’t want to love for the sake of finding one, not to mention that I’m not really the kind who wants to play around in it.
Yet during these times, I really …
Continue Reading (409 words, 2 minute read)Lyrics Sharing: April -Theme of “Dear Friends”-
April -Theme of “Dear Friends”-
Artist: SPEED
桜舞い散る 春の冷たく強い風に吹かれて
儚い調べは 二度と戻らない日へ 降り積もる
朱色に染まってく 色褪せぬ季節よ
そばにいれた時は 素直になれなくて
April あなたをずっと April 忘れはしない
想い出は胸に刻んだ写真の中で生きていく
April よく晴れた日ほど April 切ないもんだね
四月がめぐり来る毎（ごと）に 私達は大人になってく
楽になりたくて 心切りつけていた夜もあった
今はひとりでいても ひとりじゃないと思えるよ
語り明かした Yesterday’s…
瞳の奥の Love & Friends
変わっていく 私をずっと見ていて
April 本気で泣いた April 恋もあったね
昨日より明日を信じて今新しい扉を開こう
April 踊り続けてた April 帰らぬ季節よ
四月がめぐり来る度に想い出してね どんなに離れても…
Without your Love.
I must go out to the street…
April あなたをずっと April 忘れはしない
想い出は胸に刻んだ写真の中で生きていく
April 今日までありがとう April 帰らぬ季節よ
四月がめぐり来る毎に 私達は大人になってく
Lyrics Translation from http://www.megchan.com/lyrics/translations/april.html
The cherry blossoms fall and are blown by Spring’s strong, cold wind…
Their fleeting rhythm falls to the days that will never return
Dyed in scarlet, the season never fades
I wasn’t able to be myself when I was with you
April, I will never, April, forget you
The …
A Step Closer
Phew! What a tiring day. Honestly speaking this first experience in job application does somewhat overwhelming me to the point that I have been commented by various people I met along the way that I looked tensed, nervous and/or absent-minded XDDD. But luckily everything went on pretty smoothly.
So basically I just went to the company’s HR department and obtain all the documents that I needed to fill up for my first ever job application, then later on I proceed in opening a bank account and doing my medical checkup as required for the job. And honestly speaking, as much I don’t actually feel nervous, but a lot of times I just found myself a lost of words as I clumsily proceed with all these procedures that I’m totally unfamiliar with …
Continue Reading (434 words, 2 minute read)Internet Back On!
Just bought a new modem :), so that means that I’ll continue with my daily updates from now on :).
These few days (including today) isn’t getting too well, as I’m not feeling so well due to the fluctuating weather from hot to cold (extremely hot during shines, then extremely cold with heavy downpour) and lack of sleep during my exam preparations. But luckily my last paper is on next Tuesday, so I still have time to get myself recovered from it.
Just a recap, my combinatronics paper was pretty easy, but somehow the marks allocation for each question is extremely steep and I did quite some careless mistakes in my paper. I hope that I didn’t get anything less than a B because of that.
Then these few days has seen me …
Continue Reading (253 words, 2 minute read)Scary Thunderstorms
For those who are figuring of why the lack of updates, basically I’m OK. Just that the recent thunderstorms and the heavy downpour is extremely scary, and my main phone line got snapped and no phone + Internet for the past few days.
But everything is OK now, but probably I should go out and shop for a 56K modem since I can’t be borrowing Theen Gee’s notebook everytime I wanted to surf around.
Exam officially started yesterday, with virtual reality to kickstart everything. I’ll be taking three subjects, Virtual Reality is done with, Combinatronics tommorrow and Parallel Processing a week later. For the Virtual Reality paper, I believe I did pretty well, despite the fact that my hands ache after the whole 2 hours and I didn’t manage to complete …
Continue Reading (187 words, 1 minute read)ARGH MATHS!
Nothing much except the fact that my revision for combinatronics is practically draining my energy. As much as I loved mathematics, my brain cells doesn’t seem to cope with the sheer complexity of it. But I suppose that only proves the point that I didn’t do too much practice on my mathematics stuff :p.
At least all I need to do is to do more exercises for my exams preparation and I should do good.
Be studying for virtual reality tommorrow! 😊
