Just bought this song over @music and it really lighten up my mood just now :).

Anyway, considering this is their debut single, their vocals might be a little bit unpolished, but overall it’s all clean, upbeat and cute to listen to :). The syncs are a little bit rough, by the way, but it follows really closely to the original so no complains on that one.

OK, enough talk!

For the whole day I have been feeling totally emo-ish, or probably even bipolar, as I find my mood swings from side to side like a pendulum. For some reasons unknown to me, all of a sudden my own identity has suddenly lost:losing all my sense of presence and purpose. It’s really hard to describe this feeling: A feeling of where every single thought and emotion seem to be opposing each other. It feels like emptiness, but it feels like there’s still something; it doesn’t feel like happiness, and yet it doesn’t feel like sadness either; It feels extremely heavy that it feels so hard to move on, and yet my energy levels and my pace of activity is saying otherwise; it feels like as if I’m moving around …

Been spending hours just now just to revive back my old technical blog: The Digital Blue Wave, which focuses only on technological stuff, especially on programming tutorials and tips. The only difference is that I have shifted the blog from theSpoke.net to the much colourful Blogger.

For those who are interested, do visit here at http://thedigitalbluewave.blogspot.com/.

Up until now I have broke almost one gazillion minor rules (including the most damaging “No Sleeping (not snooze or nap, mind you) in the office” rule and I only knew that I was caught almost every single time but been forgiven every single time… even by the boss O_O”.

Saying so, I just have to be grateful that I have such a friendly environment to work in. And I have to make sure that I didn’t take that for granted.

Anyway, off to work now!

(p/s: I might as well plan something that will keep me awake at least 99% of the working time, if not 100%)

I’m starting to learn one of the harshest lesson in my working life: Never leave your pen in the pocket of your shirt. And yes that means that my shirt got stained by blue ink after retrieving it from the washing machine. Any good household tips of getting rid of it? (Hairspray, as recommended by my aunt, does work, but the only thing is that it still refuses to go off completely)

Or probably I should buy myself a new shirt… hmmm… But I would really appreciate if I’m able to find a way to save that money.

In other news, my progress at work is still kinda bumpy, as much as I’m starting to get the hang of it. And so the stress is still there, but I believe that I …

It does seems that I have been pondering a lot during the past few days (which is obviously noticable with the number of drifting thought entries that I have posted), and some really interesting points seems to surface out from these.

And what interest me more is the comments that is posted in these entries, as I found out that little nuggets of knowledge and wisdom is being found from the active process of thinking and communicating our thoughts relating to certain issues. And that’s really a rewarding experience for all of us :).

OK… where have I drifted myself to :p. Anyway, just wanted to say that do check out the comments in my previous entries as there is some really good comments from people and I have extended some of my entries by …

Somehow I’m experiencing one of the most mystifying experience in my whole life that I really don’t know whether I should take this seriously or not (regardless whether it is actually true or not, but normally I’ll take whatever people say as the truth by default with a pinch of salt. Of course unless I sense untruthfulness in someone).

Personally due to my fear of some superstitions which is unknown to me, I’m not giving away what is happening which came out with my question for today. But I believe just stating what I’m feeling now as a question shouldn’t be much a problem seeing that it will not bring harm to others. Anyway, the question I would like to pose here is really something that relates to what …

After some big (probably) thoughts about the concepts of good and bad/evil (refer to my previous entry regarding Final Fantasy 8), all I can say is that the more I think about it, the more clueless I am about the most simplest things that I have taken for granted all this while. I think I’ll just leave it as that because my thoughts are getting way too complicated for me to comprehend at the moment.

Somehow it just came to me is that probably the seeking of the true meaning of life is actually discovering our own unique underlying principles in living, as well as being able to make sound judgements towards our own actions, take full responsibility for it and live blissfully with the consequences that we have brought into our own …

Of Final Fantasy 8

For one thing: I have found myself sucked into Final Fantasy 8 addiction again. I almost spend the whole day today just playing one of my favourite RPGs again. But of course, I’m still relying on the strategy guide to play the game :p.

But speaking of strategy guide, somehow I do pick up interest in re-reading the analysis of the complex plot. And considering how much that the game (purposely, I believe) left out a lot of specific details in certain areas, the speculated theories of the game is really interesting to read as we see different people dissect events and clues to come out with their own viewpoint regarding the game. And just by reading that, one part seems to catch my attention:

The one thing that really …

The picture says everything 😆

As said, it does look like dark brown Asian hair under indoor lighting XDDD. And I wanna be fat XDDD.

[Edit: Just tweaked the photo by toning down the blue hues in the overall photo. This should reflect the reddish hair better 😊 (and the skin tones look much more natural this way).]