Feeling Evil

For some reasons, I’m in my cruelly evil mode today. Really, that’s something you don’t see everyday. But really, it’s one of those days, you’d find my sharp sarcasm and short circuited temper (under control, of course) going loose… well, not an all-out thing, but still I’m just like… Don’t mess with me or face my wrath.

I don’t know, observing myself at that point, it does show that I can go into extremes sometimes, just that I didn’t really show them ^^||. And I don’t plan to really lash it at anyone either because, for one thing, I’m already at the losing end anyway. (or from another perspective, I don’t want to waste my own energy on something that have no gain in some way or the other)

Probably I’m still angry at the work related shit that I have to bear for the past few months ^^||, and at times of great relief (i.e. burden off from my shoulder), the most typical reaction would definitely be anger for sure (well… at least in my case). The evilness will wear off after a day or two, I guess ^^||… Just need some good channels, I suppose ^^||.

In other news, well… I’m pretty much giving myself some time, cooling down. Sorta giving myself some time, balancing my own emotions a bit… I kind of thought a lot of things, trying to fit myself in other people’s shoes (or more particularly, his shoes). I’m not exactly sure whether I got his message correctly or not… but definitely I will work something out :).

To be honest, I’m still preparing for the worst… but it’s not really a time to think about it and it’s the time for me to work things out a little. Not sure where these little things will string together, guess I need to see where it goes, step by step.

That’s about it.