Today’s Drifting Thoughts: M

A lot of things happen around me when I’m unaware. I doesn’t involve me but then seeing the things revolving around the closest people concerns me.

A time when you’ll get to see that your surrounding good or bad, bubbles up and burst in front of your eyes. Uncertainty and constant change happens every single day. A dream attained can get burst like a bubble, and yet the agony of emotional torture can also be blown away by a calming breeze.

From time to time, I seem to fidget with unease… is it fear? Anxiety? Excitement? Bliss?

Closing my eyes, everything comes and goes. Reflecting back on myself, all clinging seems to me like a fear in disguise. How much certain I am that I’ll still have the things I have… and for how long?

What is the meaning of life to you? What is the purpose of living your life now? What is the greatest treasure in your own heart…?

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It really reminds me of Ayumi Hamasaki’s M, as the meaning of the lyrics still resonates in my heart…

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[:: Unrelated note ::]

As a bad habit, I have the tendency to “flex” my glasses, and to my shock this morning, I accidently bent it right in the middle O_O||. Luckily that it didn’t break, but as I try to bend it back in shape, I’m really afraid that I’ll really break it (= that I have to buy a new pair of glasses = $$$ outflow).

Now I’m still getting used to this “new” old pair of glasses as I feel as if the weight distribution on my nose feels different.

Reminder to self: Take GOOD care with my glasses!