The Apprehension of Change
Make it a short one:
Ever since the past few weeks… I just feel some sort of anxiety and apprehension, which gets stronger and stronger by the day.
Some change is occuring… and I know it’s there and yet I really don’t know what is going to change.
An apprehension to something unknown… heh, as much on the surface it’s seems funny and unfounded, but deep down… I know it’s not.
Should I embrace it? Or should I wait and see? But the feeling… is so strong that it’s hard for me not to pay attention on it.
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Closing my eyes… I see myself… in a stream of constant change… Thoughts fleeting past me, people walking past me… every single second retiring…
Is changing oneself hard? Or is it that staying true to oneself is harder? I will never know… until I begin my journey…
Written by
Seh Hui Leong
Python programmer by trade, interested in a broad range of creative fields: illustrating, game design, writing, choreography and most recently building physical things. Described by a friend as a modern renaissance man.