Work Work Work Work Work Work…

Been staying in the lab for hours @_@”. Ugh… which is OK since at least I get a decent Internet connection here, it’s kinda noisy though, but that’s OK until my iPod ran out of juice.

Flashing back, yesterday have been a really bad day for me. Everything just doesn’t work out… and as small those matters can be, the disappointment is so depressing that I really feel like a failure, and feeling like a total failure sucks. Just feeling all energy, motivation and passion being drained to a point that everything is not worth doing. I really feel like crying, it’s really that depressing, but I just can’t get my tears out no matter how hard I tried.

For some reasons, one of Coach Vee’s comment just flashes into my mind “Everything happens for a reason”. That kept me pondering for some time… that’s pretty much what happened before I had my early night sleep.

Then, about 12 hours later, and add another 7 hours, I’m still here, working on those codes which is due tomorrow. Been in deep thoughts about human inequality, but that’s for later. For now… work work work work work work work in endless loop….

[p/s: Thanks for the hugs, hugs back 😊. That really made my morning today]